Friday, January 29, 2010

Suicide monologues.


Living on,
living this sad life,
living each day against the dice.

My life is filled with depression,
I can see so much oppression.

I want to commit suicide,
in heaven I want my sadness to hide.

Why I want to do this,
I can't find a good reason you know,
but, it's also the fantasy of walking on flowers
and watching the old ones die and new ones grow.



PS- This is not about me and someone with this level of depression should get help or see a
counselor.

(Picture from the net
http://76.img.v4.skyrock.net/768/miissmauriine/pics/1306811422.jpg)

Democratic ways.


Never think you can overrule the power of democracy,
democracy ain't hypocrisy.

The power of democracy is strong,

misusing it is wrong.

For the people,

by the people and of the people it says'

If a moron thinks he can win over the power of democracy that's,
just a phase.

This is a democratic nation,
we can fight against inflation.
We will fight against injustice.
Injustice that ugly monstrous.


(PICTURE TAKEN FROM THE NET
http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JxOjGvoODYU/STAdbrW-zkI/AAAAAAAAAMc/ExBYhKTICXg/s400/Democracy1.JPG)

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Write on...


Write on,
from midnight to dawn.
Think, come on think,

don't worry about wasting ink.

Explore your valley of thoughts,
explore deep,
it may be fun to get lost.


You're made to write,

in writing you find,
the big bright happiness light.

There's nothing you have to loose,
keep writing,
out, let those thoughts ooze.

Good or bad your thoughts may be,
write on
and set your thoughts free.


For life, it's only this journey you have to live,
write, express,
your thoughts are yours if you wish to give.

Write on,

write on forever,
have regrets never.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

The big world in a few words.


This world is such a big place,
if you actually see it,
you might be left in a haze.

Cultures and Countries,
Continents and states,
oceans and rivers,
ponds and lakes.

Languages and legends,
a different take on hell,
purgatory and heaven.

All this I'd like to see,
may the experience bless me.

(Picture from the net
http://conservation.catholic.org/earth-close.jpg)

The touch of sight...

The touch of sight is their only light,
to tell them if their path is wrong or right.
Without feeling they may never know the meaning,
their eyes have never seen healing.

Without the touch of sight,
it's always night,
so yes, they do live in some amount of fright.

The touch of sight is strong,
never get it wrong,
it can distinguish much more than flower and thorn.

They have learnt to live with it forever,
they will give it up never.
They can't see the world,
they can't see the beauty of a pearl,
but the touch of sight,
is the best thing in their fern.

Lets keep hoping,
that their eyes don't keep doping.
May their eyes be something they can use,
after all important are their views.



(Picture taken from the net-
http://media.photobucket.com/image/blindness/brightsoul/blindness.jpg)

While our mother lies in pain...


She was born born a pure soul,
now in her own children,
have in her put holes.
Clean and pure her breath was,
now to keep it clean,
we have to enforce more and more laws.

What have we done to our mother?
What have we done to our mother?
Why have we done this to our own mother?

We have torn apart her lungs,
torn them apart,
for place to make more weapons and guns.
We dirtied her rivers,
we are the sewage givers.

Our own mother we are trying to kill,
slowly we are destroying,
each and every hill.

Our dying mother is lying in a corner,
doesn't she deserve much more honour?
Almost ruined and destroyed,
will we only wake up when she has died?

Our home, our land,
we have destroyed it with our own hand?
Beautiful she was,
now her wounds need so much gauze.

Our mother, mother earth,
you're treated worse than what your worth.
You are our beautiful mother,
now it's our chance as your kids,
now it's you we have to smother.


(Picture taken from the net
http://anonymousradioshow.files.wordpress.com/2008/04/mother-earth.jpg)

Friday, January 15, 2010

My anti freak show poem.

I've never been to a freak show but I find the idea quite cruel so,this is pure imagination and written from the 'freaks' point of view.

We according to you are the freaks,
in being freaky aren't we at our peaks?
In front of internally numb and
physically normal people we are displayed,
with this our dignity and self respect does fade.

The woman with the long black beard,
looks quite weird,
the truth is not working is her hormonal gear.
Has anyone ever thought?
We go through a lot?

What is it you see in us?
The term 'freak' does create an internal and emotional fuss.
You come to the 'freak show',
for that time you sit in a row,
you do feel better about yourself though.

The dwarf said,
I might be shorter than all of you
and to satisfy your self insecurities to see us the 'freaks',
to get a ticket you'll stand in a queue.

Don't you think calling us freaks is wrong?,
said the man with the small head with the,
big horn.

If you call us freaks,
you ain't meek.
We are also emotional,
don't you ignorant people realise it's all hormonal?

Writers Block? Write about it.


Currently I'm getting a writers block,
I can't get a thing to write
in that mixed up stock.

It's irritating,
it seems my mind and me aren't mating.

Yesterday I wrote a thousand things,
today my mind and I aren't even having a fling.

What's happening?
Knock, knock.
Why are those thoughts so lost?

(Picture from the net
http://ozatheist.files.wordpress.com/2008/12/writers-block.jpg)

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

There may be no miracle...

Yes, there may be no miracles in their life. Begging, hunger, poverty, is that what their life is limited to? I keep cribbing about the way my life is, I don't get much time for myself, education is tiring and hard and that basic hysteria but, the truth is my life is heaven compared to theirs. I'm talking about the kids on the streets who beg, beg for a living and chances are they might grow up begging and beg all through their life.Their life is so sad !

Now, I may not be such a big fan of slum dog millionaire, but many they said things were true. Very shocking and very true.
Begging institutions do exist. They do injure kids and make them beg on the streets. I mean it's inhuman.

Each time I see a kid begging,I feel so sad. The thing that goes through my head is that one day I'll adopt a kid like this and give the kid a much better life. But, that's one, what about the millions of other kids?

I think the main problem is 'population' and 'lack of education'. Solution according to me 'equal rights and education for all and a drastic decrease of population'This is probably quite a narrow minded solution but it might work.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

The gleam of light on the road.

It was the dead of night,
on the road was shiny light.
I had just come out of the bar drunk,
I looked at the world with so much funk.

It had rained a while back,
there was shiny light on the road black.
My world seemed so weird,
moving round and round,
I just didn't remember my way around.

I blabber things to myself,
cribbing about getting no help.

"Am I still in this world", I think,
the strong shiny light on the road,
makes me blink.

As I get to a more civilized part of the city,
I see a few expressions of eccentric kinds
and a hint of pity.

I see people who are alive at night,
those night birds just don't seem to like the light.

Suddenly, I get a feeling of greatness,
there is no hatred.
I fell alive,
I want to jive.

The next thing I know,
the morning light begins to glow.
I'm sleeping on the footpath,
wet and cold, a splitting head ache
and I desperately need a bath.

The magic has flown away,
now in the sober form I have to stay,
god, what happened yesterday?

Sunday, January 3, 2010

My, my baby blue...

Schools starting tomorrow and I'm getting the blues,
but, I've learnt to cope with this, oh what's new.
These holidays it was myself I rediscovered,
Now with other peoples views I get covered.

What's with me?
I need to know thee.

Blues, blues, your a fool,
damn, didn't I consider myself as too cool for school?

Blues, your an unwanted, unwandered soul,
you do hurt my happiness goal.

Angst and blues everywhere,
is this a way of telling me your there?

Saturday, January 2, 2010

The abstract deadly drug.


I cannot be high on the drug of satisfaction,
in my life forever,
I have to take much more action.

To want more,
to expect more from myself,
maybe, I might need some help.


The best is never the best,

this drug may give my mind,
too much rest.
The deadly drug of satisfaction.

If I'm too high on this drug,
I have to drink the juices of reality,
in a large mug.

Addictive this drug can be,
a messed up drug addict,
it can make me.

I can consume a little bit of that drug,
but near me must remain the juices of reality,
in a large mug.



(Picture taken from the net,
http://christophersmark.files.wordpress.com/2007/12/b0f7.jpg
)

A message to my tears...


Holding back those tears,
letting it escape is at the moment my biggest fear. It's my drop of emotion trying to come out,
that's like a scummy mouse trying to escape,
from a cats mouth.

That tear is my newly produced,
good prisoner in jail,
but, apart from being good, it shouldn't get bail.

I don't want to show my opponent my pain,
my opponent will only think about what's gained.

If I let you out, they'll be a dozen of you,
at the moment can't you find something else to do?
Skip coming out now,
later I'll let you out and in my sorrow I'll wallow,

But, now it will leave a hollow.

Letting you out is,
my strength from inside,

my weakness from outside,
just now will you please hide.

I don't want to let you out, my love,
not in front of them,
because of you, it's their daily gossip they'll hem.


Your sacred to me,
your something I need,
it's cause of you this world I feel.
Right now I don't want to play hide and seek,

will you just hide and let me be.

You making my throat pain,
if you come out you may disturb my vain,
I'll be called the weakling of a dame.

I respect you, please respect me,
Later I'll find you and,
set free you and all the tears behind you.
Just not now,
after that it's you whom,
I'll give a bow.


(This picture does not belong to me
http://writechoice.files.wordpress.com/2008/11/tears4.jpg)

My tribute.


He was always the man of peace,
he always had that expression of ease.
In Porbandar he was born,
In New Delhi he was gone.

Today he's called the father of the country,
wasn't he always such a revolutionary?

Intelligent and humble he was,
before action he used to think and take a pause.
On twenty-second October we have a holiday,
oh in the air, is that patriotic melody.

He always said "speak the truth",
he always ate the 'on time' fruit'.
If you follow his teachings,
in your life will be successful greetings.
He changed our country those many years back,
I think many of today's leaders deserve a whack.


(Picture taken from the net
http://stufffromthelab.files.wordpress.com/2009/01/mahatma_gandhi.jpg)

To my cats and other cats in general...


She's the true Venus in fur,
you should listen to her purr.
Her glare is so peaceful,
but, wait till the sunshine is blissful.

Cats are animals with grace,
they'll wind you in a maze.
Twenty hours of sleep are needed,
to get its trust you mustn't only feed it.

They can love,
but, they won't express,
they do need plenty of rest,
but in all they are the best.

Respect these clever not nasty creatures,
blessed with outstanding features.
If they'll find respect from you,
in their circle of respect, you'll be one of the few.

The palace left abbandoned


Far far away, there's an abandoned palace,
that was once headed by Queen Alice.
In the middle of the forest is this palace,
headed by Queen Alice.

Made with the finest marble,
it all looks so noble.
In the middle lies the un- mowed lawn,
in the extreme left,
lies the graveyard for the dead and gone.
As you enter you'll see,
a large, glorious fountain,
made with so much glee.

Then after stepping inside,
it seems as dark as the night.
Every things dark,
but, there are a few candles beside the arc.

Light the candles,
everything else will handle.
The chandeliers come alive,
everything seems fine.

These are not lies,
this place has tremendous poise.

Large place,
made with grace,
water dripping from that fountain,
at a slow pace.

As you'll step outside you'll see,
the ghost of the dead knight,
moving around the kingdom with his old dead black beauty,
with glee.

Most people land here unexpected,
it's not that anyone ever fetched it.
But the memory never leaves your mind,
after this no more places alike you'll find.

(This picture does not is not mine,
it has been taken from the net.)

Congruence of music with life and other things..

Yes, I am obsessed with music, most of the time I involve music in many things. This is involving music in life from one to fourteen.

At one to five, the music in my life was peaceful was anywhere from peaceful Jazz to boring meaningless music to that happy go lucky Mexican (or rather wanna be Mexican) music.

From six to ten, the music got a little faster but not harsh, very nice and in the perfect pace.

At eleven to now, it's a little bit of heavy metal, that I'm not too fond of but it also has large bits of rock with I absolutely love.

The change in my life has been like the song 'Stairway to heaven' , not the lyrics. I mean I'm anything but ready to buy the 'Stairway to heaven.' What I meant was the tune. The way the tune changes from soft to hard which I also like. My life is currently in the hard part.There are so many other tunes like that but, currently I just had this one in my head.

In a way, I connect to what Pink Floyd meant to say in the song 'Another Brick in the wall'. We do need education but the way those kids were shown coming out of the machine as a doll and then becoming those noodle like things. Maybe we have lost all our individualism. Well, to be more original I'd say something like maybe as we are growing up we are part of the same dough which are be taken out as parts and then put in the same shapes and sizes.

As we grow up may be we stop being the different kid we were. What I'm trying to prove, I don't know. I don't even know why I'm publishing this but, I had an idea in my head and I really wanted to write it down
.

Friday, January 1, 2010

The moment of new year.


This is the moment of new year,
people aren't who they were.
Fresh thoughts linger in my head,
Its like freshly baked bread.

This years resolution I will be determined enough to keep,
yes that's a giant, yet possible leap.

Now one knows the year ahead,
will they still lead the life they led?

It's been a decade,
since the year 2000 was made,
the flashbacks of these years will never fade.

One hour back was last years track,
now it's this years bag I have to pack.
May this year be good,
just as it should,
may I optimistically say "Yes it would".
May this year be when hopes and dreams come true,
but, the main ingredient is hard work for me and for you.
Hail new year hail,
you'll never fail.

(Picture taken from the net)

Lust for silence.


Silence is golden,
those words are worth holdin.
Stop talking,
it's my moment of solitude that your blocking.


Hush angel hush,
don't be in a rush.
Those words can be spoken tomorrow,
that is if I'm not in sorrow.

Be quite for the moment,
lets watch the golden sunrise together,
after all you can't talk on forever.
Not now will you say those words unexpressed,
now hush and give those vocal cords some rest.

(Picture taken from the net)

The dark hour.`


It was the twenty-first hour of the day,
She was eating dinner her own way.
There was her five year old son,
getting some drawing done.

She heard a screech of pain,
she did think that was quite lame.
Her huge mansion she crossed to get to her room,
the night as she describes,
the night of the full moon.

She saw a shocking sight,
she didn't know the reaction right.
There she saw her dead husband,
she got a chill down her spine,
a lot like extremely cold wind.

Dead and cold he laid,
his throat was slit with a sharp blade.
Blood spattered across his face,
the blood was getting on to her white dress,
with the eccentric white lace.

Slowly a tear drop fell,
it seemed as if she just entered hell.
Then she saw her son,
with daddy her just wanted to have some fun.
He hugged his mom so tight,
the poor boy was in such a fright.

It was the speck of the second
since their lives changed,
she became a widow pained.
Her son had became a fatherless child,
poor boy, he was so mild.

The next hour as we know,
she and her sons heads low in sorrow.
Police and detectives everywhere,
so much pain they had to bear.

Did the killer even think for a second?
The lives he had changed an hour ago,
while they were eating their bacon and salad in a row.
This grief may never be forgotten,
Alas the twenty- second hour in the middle of Manhattan.


(Picture taken from the net.
By-Elizabeth Blauvelt - Galena High School.)

An oath to candy floss...

As I eat my pink candy floss,
I know I'm letting my stomach and teeth go for a t
oss,
After all these calories not lost.
I will start looking very gross,
but my pink candy floss looks like a rose.

It is made with caramelized sugar,
who with it's lover colour is put in a blend.
With a rotating machine it is put together,
not so much like the process of making leather.

It's is suddenly given to me,
I am ready to go down on my knee.
I take my first bite,
it feels like I might have gone to heaven
in disguise of that candy floss,
which looks a lot like pink moss.

The drops of saliva on that candy floss,
looks like blood dripping from a bleeding horse.
It starts melting in my mouth,
my joy is expressed not so loud.

It is not so soon that it's a stick,

but that divine flavour is still on my lip.
Then I walk with my backpack,
but, that divine flavour is tucked
into that deep mind map.

(Picture taken from the net).