The boundary...

I wake up to realize,
That unrequited love is my biggest vice,
Something so sweet is my bittermost sin,
Everything to lose, nothing to win.

I have been told,
My body is good enough to be sold,
I have been told,
That I am so ugly, a man would be cold..

I am just meat with a limbic system,
I cannot guarantee all my thoughts are pristine,
I have red blood flowing through my veins,
Raging hormones rage in vain...

Yet I am warm,
In middle of the eye of the storm,
My thoughts form,
My sensuality will not conform...

My sensuality  will not conform to terms and conditions,
To those who rip apart my very foundation,
Where were you when my eyes ran out of tears?
Where were you where I was numb to my fears?

You just held my hand to get me wet,
Filled my hollow with your seed of regret,
Just so that the needs of your ancestors are met,
Sow your wild oats, so your genes can spread...

You sowed them in soil so fertile,
That she didn't hide,
She wrote about what was in her head,
Her canvas is your biggest threat...

So let her immortalize you,
To an extent that you can see your own fortune,
Fluid as your greatest dispute,
Of love, of lust...