A little life...

A chill went down her spine, she clenched her jaw muscles so tight, it was an involuntary action to soothe the pain in her wrist, her left wrist. That was the very wrist she slit about ten seconds ago. Her eyes could not move their gaze from that deep red blood spurting out. She was waiting to part ways with a mediocre life and meet a very interesting and peaceful afterlife. Blood, that's the very substance that keeps a mortal alive and that's what she was losing. Slowly the pain began to subdue and she found herself getting into a reverie. Then she felt a hand on her shoulder and she looked up and saw a figure, the little that she could see through her hazy eyes and that figure carried her away to a land of strange phenomenon's...

Twist, twirl and whirl and you're hazed! How does it does it feel? Well, the world is a tornado, chaos is a storm and karma well, that's a hurricane. So there she was, a little life that she felt in her body, her head felt like it would explode. She managed to open an eye, oh those beams of light were painful to those dazed eyes. After some time she managed to get up, her legs felt like they had borne a weight of about one hundred tonnes. She was in a meadow, dusk had already bathed the meadow in blissful beauty. The warm and moist soil was suckling on her bare feet, the soft grass of the meadow seemed to caress her limbs and before she knew it the sword of darkness slew the dusk, this sword was taken out of a rather eerie sheath.

One hour, no scent of civilisation, two hours, no sign, we're all so nonchalant about insignificant five minutes, 300 seconds. Two hours and five minutes, she saw some illuminations, finally she saw some illumination, oh holy light. She rushed towards the light and she seemed to enter a hamlet, Swingfling was its name.

Swingfling, as she read on the wooden board beside the lamp post. "This name dwells in eccentricity.", she thought to herself. Her feet had just started getting used to the transit from the moist soil to the brink laden path of the narrow streets of Swingfling. The trees were decorated with fairy lights, the weather was pleasant, it was snowing but the snow was actually sugar, so soft it felt when hit came in contact with her shoulder. Swingfling looked like it was in a permanent state of celebration.

" Hey fine lass with a fine ass," she looked behind and there was a beefy and a short man staring at her quite approvingly. " Who are you?" she asked him. " Well I'll leave the formal introduction for later because right now it seems as if your petite feet need some shoes and as of now I feel it is my duty as a rather chivalrous man to give them to you." To this she didn't know what to say. Suddenly he held his throat as if he was trying to strangle himself and after a few minutes a pair of fine heels popped out of his mouth, they were spool heels which were black in colour and they were so fine that they could give any whimsical Gucci or Chanel a run for their money but the idea of wearing a fine pair of heels which came from his inside was very nausea inducing. " Did you just puke out this fine pair of heels," she asked him with a very baffled expression. " I am Mr Fancy Shoes, many a fancy pair I have puked." " Impulses of pioneering designs of shoes arise through my mind within split seconds," " If they satisfy my mind then they emerge from my insides but if not then my mind gives the idea a miss and the impulse goes straight down the drain with a piss." " I think I create the best shoes on the discovered and inhabited part of the universe," he gloated with his broad shoulders enjoying the sugar snow. " That's so abnormal," she said. " Lovely lass with a fine ass, the word normal is a highly controversial and prohibited in the hamlet of Swingfling in fact Mr Lawrence, the dictionary man, the finest lexicographer known was sued for adding the word ' normal' in his updated dictionary. What do you, young lass define 'normal' as? A diverge from the path of monotony, what you see everyday, in the mundane world you live in and chose to escape for stepping away from this monotony and sheer uselessness you were feeling in that 'normal' world. The truth is that normal is not the case anywhere, in any world, any life, any town, any village, any hamlet or any cell and therefore we, the people of Swingfling choose to use the word exceptional." " That's true, but why am I here," she said. " I am truly perplexed, lost and tired, it feels like I'm lost in a reverie." "Where exactly am I and why am I here," she as Mr Fancy Shoes. " Ask me not young lass with a fine ass because time will tell, I will not talk when I'm under the duress of your anticipation and now I suggest you walk ahead," he said with a rather annoying grin and he then disappeared. Fuck now I'm all alone and left in this cryptic and hostile reverie of mine and I don't even know if I'm a dead bird, dying or alive.

She walked the eccentric streets of Swingfling and then saw rather handsome guy within a little distance. What a hunk she thought to herself and he indeed was a hot hunk. He had chiseled features, the nicest eyes ever, he was about six feet tall, broad shoulders, strong arms, blonde hair and to summarise it, a huge treat to a straight females eyes or for that matter anyone who bears preference for good looking people. He seemed to be cooking broth. I hope the broth is as fine as him she thought to herself. "Hello," she said, she said , she was a bit nervous and the broth was giving her intense olfactory pleasure and then she realised she was very hungry. " Hi, pretty woman, it has been quite sometime since I've seen someone as pretty as you." Well thank you," she said, she was flattered and she felt her cheeks become warm and she hoped she wasn't blushing. " "You look hungry, would you like some broth?" " I would love that very much," she said, right now something or eat was what see needed. He poured out a generous amount of broth and handed it to her. Her mouth was watering, the surging lust for food was getting into her, she expected a lot from the broth, the wait for the journey of the spoon from the broth to her mouth was intense and finally it was in. The flavours began to unravel themselves in her mouth, it was bloody delicious, she like the moment she was in because she was eating a gastronomical delight and had a visual delight in front of her, what a good looking lad he was. "This is just bloody delicious," she said. " Thank you very much appreciate the appreciation. I am Curtis Unknown, the master of the master chefs and even come home. I am told I cook the best broth and I'm also told I'm quite hot,"he said. She was a bit surprised at his narcissism but then she thought it was justified because he was hot and cooked the best broth, at least the best she had eaten. "I need some answers," she said to him. " Why am I here?" she asked. " I know not these answer," he said and now for the first time his honey-like tenor had roused despair. " But I know where you can find the answers, Mr Hades is his name and he will tell you the answers. All you will have to do is walk a few miles and then you'll find his huge mason. But till then farewell and good luck pretty lady," he said and she now felt the shadow of hope lingering near her. She bid Mr Curtis Unknown, the master of the master-chefs goodbye.

She walked, she walked, she thought, she thought and now came under the conclusion that she wanted to live and be happy. She inhaled the air of Swingfling and slowly the air started to be a sweet and yet a rather arousing scent, it was a truly another olfactory treat and then she saw a man. " Hello," she said, now even the word hello began to bear a mysterious monotony. "Hello, I'm Jean-Baptiste Grenouille Pseudo, I'm one of the best perfumers and also have one of the best olfactory receptors ever and now I've even learnt the art of preserving scent," he said. "Okay, I need to find Mr Hades," she said. " You smell good and rather interesting as a matter of fact I'm quite turned on, I want this scent of yours to be preserved," he said. " What?" she said, this had to be the weirdest things she's ever heard. " Oh you heard me," he said and then started strangling her. She was running out of breath when suddenly she caught a grip on a slender perfume bottle and she sprayed it in his eyes. It was as if a voluntary action turned into an involuntary one. His grip loosened, his hand moved straight to soothe his eyes and he screamed in pain. " Ouch, you bitch, you bitch, you bitch," he said. "Now preserve scent when the pain subdues till then, adios looser," she said and ran, she ran fast.

She was still running until she banged into a rather funny looking man, well species. He hand a clock for a head and a transparent body. " You look very scared young lady," he said. She was panting so hard that it took her sometime to gather the energy to speak. " Actually, I am, someone tried to strangle me and said he wanted to preserve my scent," she said. " Let me guess, Jean-Baptiste Grenouille Pseudo?" he said." Yes," she said. " He is one the biggest douche bags on this universe, he kills woman and preserves their scent and prides himself on his sense of smell," he said. " He was creepy," she said. "Walk with me, these streets aren't every safe," he said. So they walked and after sometime she asked him who he was. " I am Mr Waqt, the keeper of time. You see time is rather notorious thing. When it slips it is like accumulated fat on nice hips only that it can send the universe crashing into the sea," he said. " I need to know where Mr Hades is," she said. "I'll help you go there," he said. They walked a few miles until they met Henry.

Henry, was a three headed horse who was said to have great strength and he was swift on foot and he was also good at waltz the only problem was that what so one saw once he saw thrice. " Hello, Mr Waqt, how do you do today and who is this pretty bird you have along with you ?" Henry asked. "Hello Henry, I'm fine, I want you to help this young girl to Mr Hades's house. "Okay, I shall be delighted to," Henry said. A talking horse delighted her to no end. "I must take your leave now, young lady, be careful," Mr Waqt said. Soon she mounted Henry and the swift footed horse galloped across the night.

The galloping of Henry was almost rhythmic. He told her quite a few things about himself about how he wanted to become a beautician, how he turned from gay to straight, how he was a master of putting lipstick and how he loved the waltz. Time passed fast with swift Henry and soon Henry had to go too and then she had to walk alone but not until long.

She saw a man in the mist who was smoking a cigar. " Hello, I'm looking for Mr Hades," she said. "His house is not too far from here, I'll take you there," he said. "Thank you, that is very kind of you," she said. " You're welcome and by the way I am Mr Kind, the kindest of them all," he said. Not much words were spoken and the distance was very short so naturally time passed quickly and before she knew it she was outside the gates of the mansion of Mr Hades and it was rather eerie. She thanked Mr Kind and bid him farewell and now she was all alone and she had entered the mansion of Mr Hades.

Wild, badly maintained was the mansion of Mr Hades, it was like a quintessential haunted house. She ranged the bell, no answer, twice ,thrice, no answer, but the fifth time the door opened. She was expecting some creepy butler who would open the door but it was quite different. The guy who opened the door looked like a middle aged Clint Eastwood which was very comforting to her eyes. " Hello, I'm looking for Mr Hades," she said. " I am he," he said. "Okay, why am I here am what is happening?" she asked. He started laughing, laughing in a loud and disoriented kind of way. She was perplexed and didn't know what was happening and then he took out a dagger from his pocket and stabbed her. She felt the pain of a million needles penetrating her.

Twist, twirl and whirl, you're hazed! She opened her eyes to a familiar gaze of her house and she saw Mr Hades in front of her. It was strange but the cut on her wrist seemed to have healed. " What have you done," she asked. "I've struck you with life, I figure you'll be a pain in the neck in the house of Hades," he said. "Well, I feel like I want to live," she said " and you will because now the doors of my house shall only open for you when I think they should, it's my will now,"he said. " Well, that's not fair, it's always my choice," she said. "Well now it's not," he said. " That's not fair !" she said. "Yes, it's not,it's not, " he said and disappeared...

The end...

How I look under my clothes is a mystery to you,
Grey shards of me have been left behind,
I have been zonked and soon shall fade into the blues,
I can't be penetrated by your eyes....

How I look under my skin is a mystery to me,
Mortality has incorporated fear into every cell,
To walk back to the relinquished dreams,
To morose epitaph on the grave stone of my regrets...

Cryptic shadows are leading me to unseen roads,
I have been seduced,
I see that the rhythm has gleefully usurped my soul,
While I ecstatically fade into the blues...

Death had opened its doors,
A comrade I couldn't escape,
That casket had my soul,
I had lost hidden faith...

I have gone behind the curtain,
My soul will be sacrificed at the alter,
This is the lament for the relentless end has its sins,
But the end just made me has made me escape my diminished thoughts and made the world look so much better...

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Ovulation, evolution...

The chisel had struck time,
In the rhythm of its rules,
Divinity dwells for one day the result is combustion,
Their seeds sown on the moon...

The strength of the moon,
Lucidity of the sand,
So if we're made by magic,
How much lucidity can we withstand?

After we've marched into dawn,
For today after years,
To fathom and mystify,
Why does this divinity seem to appear?

This very grin,
Has sleepwalked into an exposed illusion,
These very cells,
Have tried to create a revolution...

Amid the flames,
Civilization sculpted into brutality,
When we seek to find the road to elevation,
In the realm of luxury...

My salutation to the landsmen,
They've been driven insane,
Unlike the sailors by the dazed sea,
But then again there's the cyclone of vain...

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Whore called fate...

This lonely bastard,
Waiting for the fade of the thorns,
Born out of wedlock,
He looks at the pain he has borne...

A wait for the morrow,
Eager to follow the shadows of luck,
Swims in the depth of sorrow,
Numb against the dearth of love...

For we're all born mammon of wine,
For a sweet sonnet,
A scent so fine,
For the jingle in our pockets...

Yet there are some,
Borne by chronic pain,
They're closer that relentless glum,
Even drives endurance insane...

Sugar baby love...

He was bleeding rage,
Crying isolation across the lake,
Such a good looking guy,
Never thought about until he saw seduction rise,
For even the weaker have gone ahead...

Who would have thought about his protuberant vain?
Today he's alone facing the wrath of the rain,
His laughter leads him to sly love,
His baritone voice voice leads them damsels to alive and kicking lust,
Now he dwells in a distorted city,
He masked this royal parade...

He wants water,
Maybe a little slaughter,
He wants to seize time,
This ignominious sadist wants a sonnet that rhymes,
He wants some elevation,
But did he know he grew fond of monotony?

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Glasnost...

A stroboscopic shadow of fear,
In the cistern of the battle,
Popped the cherry of this lonely heart,
In a nonchalant slumber...

In the rain of fury,
On the chair of passion,
In the armour of repentance,
The motility of religion...

A Casanova when basked with smiles,
In this secret crusade called love,
Oh obtrusive Padawan,
Don't fade when exposed to the rain...

To recognize the elevated mystery,
In this array to find passion,
When one day you shall see,
So many strings trying to get a hold to bliss...

So when the martyrs put up a fight,
So astringent with glee,
There's a certain steed that leads us to the stubborn fire and then cries,
You shall not be soothed with the steam of sycophancy.

Love bound in this wed of dreams,
Cheers to this dazed breed!
That black bolt that struck us at an accelerated pace,
So today, should I say peace or hallelujah?

Oh lord I see to know this creed,
Draped in the translucent colours of the mask,
They have the gleam of the sun,
Yet they're so lost in sinister lust...

The shell...

The skies looked down,
For the glee had started,
For now and forever,
The skies look down at the shell of pleasure...

Within the weed of music,
Embraced by the atmosphere of fertility,
Of the hollow for the beams of light,
Of the sturdy walls of seduction...

Welcome to the home of pleasure,
Only step in if you're obliged to enter,
But then again that depends on the emotive night,
Can you send the chills down my spine?

Pleasure set out like a pathway,
Aroused by the beams of an illusion,
Waiting for the rain of unison,
The lubrication for population...

Step out if you're not there,
Or else you shall be greeted by dry ice,
Frozen by cold eyes,
Can't be thawed by the ransom for love...

So the doors shall open,
For the sprinkle of love,
In contempt of infatuation,
In the mystery of hate...

Pearl in oyster,
Beam of glee,
Humidity flares within the crescendo,
Only if you're obliged to join the obbligato...

The village fair ( Part 2)

The choir of the angels,
Was splendid for their ears,
Them noble men smiled at integrity,
Then they saw a certain light that basked them in prosperity...

They danced with gusto,
To the rhythm of glee,
They washed their off vain,
They were high on euphoria...

The damsels had lined their eyes with seduction,
That led to infatuation of even them noble men,
Frolic was waited to unravel the night,
But the night was also engraved with style...

With the decrepit of time,
For the celebration that never seemed to end,
The gust of psychedelic wind,
Caught the eye of aesthetically luscious lips...

A bustle of emotions,
Amidst decieving mediocrity,
While I inhaled the air,
When I swayed to the halt of time...

The grimy gleam,
Lusts for the chocolate fountain,
Voluptuous women want a Popsicle,
Hunky men want to snort euphoria...

So as euphoria blended with the air,
A tide of emotions also blended with the skies,
There was some ruckus about the mediocrity of caramel,
Assilmilation created turmoil...

Then they saw a certain light,
Extra-terrestrial in nature,
Illuminated the sky,
Swayed to placid time...

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Sunday morning...

Today what I see is the aftermath of yesterdays haze,
With savory virtues the storm had walked into my colossal hearth,
Waiting to fill me in the cauldron of delusional ways,
While I'm in the reverie of cannabis and grass.

To fry sausage,
What about the lost nutrition of the night?
I'm not that bold for the solidity of an omelet,
For tomorrow I shall be unfurled in the chaos of the maze of fright...

I ran to my the chamber,
So save myself from a psychedelic tempest,
Too sweet to suit a mundane mans savour,
Too bitter for the zest.

I'd like to tantalize myself into this hazed objection,
For this fantasy has usurped me into its arms,
You see, I'm in the median of lucidity and an hallucination,
But, I'm too dazed for the qualms...

Days, weeks and months have gone,
The daily paper's a shower of pseudo intellectuals,
Time has now become a product of the rot,
Morphs the rust into fuel...

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Railway in the storm...

An array of ironic behavior,
Arranged erratically within my memories,
Isolation and self negotiation,
Hovers over introspection,
While I say, hey,
The mane is gone,
Yet the vain is strong!
We're living in dire straights by the river,
Got enough of this ululation,
When my skill still rambles,
While my mind is branching branching into a state of sloth,
While my tree stands steady in the soil of wrath...
So, what you sow is what you reap,
Baby society burns while the fire sets it free....
So long ago and till today you've dwelt in obscurity,
So I ask,
Will you rise or fall while striving for your identity?
Or will you crawl through imperial sovereignty?
Can't withstand synthesized love,
Where shall you be elevated for the proof of strong blood?
A wicked spirit laughs in shambles,
So only the glitz lays feeble...
The travesties have gone,
For masked wits,
Even the mist has faded,
So from today you shall walk this desultory path you've created...

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The Bitch of the Mist.

There's this woman we all have been acquainted with, seductress if I may call her. She can seduce anyone whether you're a male, a female, them in between, animal and any mortal. She'll seduce you and lead you to her deceiving chambers and take you to the great valley where life unites. But, when you're in this great valley she'll leave you all alone to fight the best warriors in the game. She'll look into your eyes, twitch you into the midst of the valley , sways her hips,bursts into laughter and twirls herself into the mist. The mist is her nook and cranny and the mist is your undesired nook and cranny too. Ain't she a bitch?

I wouldn't say what she's done is very fair. After all she was the one who induced big dreams in your mortal body. She did promise to pave your path to your desires and now she's left you alone to fight for yourself. That's just not fair. It wasn't your fault. All you did was come home to a very mundane life slightly tipsy and there she was sitting on your sofa which was falling apart, within your house that needed repairs and she teemed you with optimism. She convinced you that you need a dream and you need to follow that dream. She told you that you needed a better life and you were so lured by her that you actually listened to her. So you left your life that was falling apart and entered a very hazardous valley where life unites and right now, at this very moment you have to fight the best warriors. She's gone, you're lucid, the sun is harsh, the wounds borne by you are going to be harsh, the wrath that's going to be exerted on you is going to be much more than you deserve, your dreams in your knapsack which anyone could usurp any moment from now and she's already swaying to the rhythm of the mist. The choice is yours- will you run back to a life that was falling apart or do you choose to fight and keep that dream safe in your knapsack ? For once you win this battle that dream shall itself emerge from your knapsack and you shall be embraced by that life that your wanted. Although that life will never be exactly what you wanted.

If you choose to fight than I assure you that you're going to fall, you're going to bleed, you're going to be bruised. But if you have the strength to fight then you'll survive. For most of the time even that battle is a tiny hurdle in this phenomenon called life. But you realize how diminished it really is only once you've fought. But beware because the bitch of the mist is omnipresent and before you know it you're all alone in another battle and she's walked away to her nook and cranny, within your nook and cranny, the cryptic mist...

Inelegantly wasted

I thought I was going to be free, even a month back. Never did I think I would be back to the same bullshit. I thought I was going to go ahead with life and I'm still praying I will. These three weeks have being extremely stressful and at the end came a state of indifference where I couldn't care less. It's like I enjoy being a part of the screwed breed and grooving to mediocrity, or perhaps even less.

All I want is an elevator to elevate me to better days in my life. I fell stuck in this dark and scary monochrome. It's almost claustrophobic. I have no idea where I'm gonna land up but where ever it'll be, I know it wont be very blissful but I'll survive.

The question still remains. When these pieces of me go crashing into this viscous sea of life, will the waves of fortune integrate me and elevate me to the 'good life' or will I have to do that myself? Does the good life exist or do we make do with this deception we thing is satisfactory?


Oh, where have you been, my blue-eyed son ?
And where have you been my darling young one ?
I've stumbled on the side of twelve misty mountains
I've walked and I've crawled on six crooked highways
I've stepped in the middle of seven sad forests
I've been out in front of a dozen dead oceans
I've been ten thousand miles in the mouth of a graveyard
And it's a hard, it's a hard, it's a hard, and it's a hard
It's a hard rain's a-gonna fall.

Haze...

Rise from the tempest,
Disintregate to the stars,
The Emerging sublime beauty,
Wine from a complecent mortal,
The acceptance of holy gifts,
Created a drift between man and the creator,
When they fathomed the meaning of its virtue,
They realised the best gift was the hearth...

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Memory lane...

Like clockwork fear never failed to chase us through this eccentric path,
And today when I look back at my pergola of memories,
I realise there's nothing as good and bad as today...
I see induced hypocrites walking in vain,
I just proved the sceptics right,
But memory lane has twirled into the mist of rust,
Laughing at me,
Mocking me for what I've done and how little I gave,
Bruising me with the mallet of lost maturity,
Asking me to join its surreal ballet,
Pointing fingers at me while I fathom this bewildered array,
This dale of the future...

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Farewell...

Times have penetrated the uncertain night,
While I'm touched upon by the shadows of crimson fear,
To rip this mask and enter this womb of lust,
To ponder the lost fire of the heat...

Farewell my friend,
I see the afraid pallor on your face,
When you and I part ways for the jaunt to the sun,
While we're basked in unpredictability...

This alley for battle of the soul,
That lamp post illuminated for hope,
To fade in the mist of life,
To assimilate into our renaissance....

This wardrobe that contains our fragments of life,
To cloak of our union,
Irksome truth of disintegration,
To battle the storm of judgements...

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Those golden and not so golden days...

Well we got no choice all the girls and boys
Makin' all that noise 'cause they found new toys
Well we can't salute ya can't find a flag if that don't suit ya that's a drag
School's out for summer school's out forever school's been blown to pieces!

This famous song by Alice Cooper was always my anthem when it came to school but now when I'm leaving it's going to be different.

That warmth I had there, the long bus ride into wilderness, bunking on the roof, friends, fights, arguments, teachers, exams, results, lectures, boring long assemblies, the fact that my uniforms were never neat enough, preparation for events and so many things. Damn, I'm leaving school! It's like the end of an era.
Yesterday was my informal farewell and I wore this amazing black and white dress. It was an amazing day full of frolic.

I've had quite a lit of fun in school and my tenth standard was the best. I have less than a month for school but I don't want to turn back. Even if times ahead may be scary and unpredictable I want to face it with a mind of frolic ( frolic's the reason I live baby!). So as one part of my life's over and my whole life is put in front of me I put memories of school in this casket of life...

Hunk of the night...

With the rustle of wind,
She seeks a feminine glance,
With locks that define his face,
With the arrival of the night the clocks seem to be too dazed to advance....

He sings his soulful melody,
Did he wait for the night?
Or did the night wait for him?
The hunk of delight...

The sprinkle of sugar on the snow,
A prospect of life to ponder,
A sweet savour for the bitter,
In all its dreams of wonder...

Pristine to its hearts content,
A reverie that doubts this holy land,
The dale of dreams of lost existence,
His melodies embraced him in the warmth for the cold he had to withstand...

To be rebound when lost,
Illusions of intoxication,
Beyond physical harmony,
These bells of creation...

I love Jim Morrison and I choose to dedicate this poem to him...

C'est la vie...

This chaos on the road,
Painted in grey,
Washed by her seductive eyes,
Only the strongest shall survive...

This shaped harlot,
To succumb to lust,
The lust in the wind,
For we're not as malicious for the nomenclature for him...

Lament for the momentry fade...

"Exam time!" was what my conscience said,
"Why are you still in a state of sloth in bed?"

The Ides of March have invited the fools of April,
They've invited me to show my irksome skill...

For the Red sea shall not part for me,
Only my pain shall set me free...

Sexy Mark Antony no more appealing to me ,
Who'll be shielded from madness with a head basked in caffeine?

So as Athena cursed Medusa,
Spattered ink leads me into a cursed era...

This is when Cleopatra's vain is masked,
This is when Helen's shoes are made of glass...

So as Cronus's castrated genitals could make Aphrodite,
Why can't my brains make a revolutionary delight?
( Which ain't the pioneering revolution.)

Why does Einstein's theory appear to be jaded?
( How could it be, my lord?)
Why do Morrison's sexy words appear to have faded?
(How could it be, oh how could it be?)

This circle of Willis,
Has become putrid...

Edison's madness seems too entered me,
But not with the same creativity.
( How can we make a grotesque imitation of a true genius?)

Why has Mr Gorky been kept in a corner?
Why is seductive Gregory Peck been referred to as a goner?

This is the first time Mr Newton is a nuisance,
Mr Cobain's angst is an anthem.

Mussolini's sadism has been given no thought,
To kill the soul with inner wrath...

These travesties of knowledge,
For fragments of frolic...

Dickens's great expectations,
Ain't like Van Gogh's insanity,
But sure ain't Picasso's dimensions...

Chanakya's brains,
They've been sieved...

For Ray Charles eyes couldn't be like B.B King's voice,
But wait, they're both prodigies...

To sympathize with the devil,
To be strange when you're a stranger,
For the sweet emotion,
In this hard days night,
Wishing you were here,
To be better than the real thing,
To face the face,
I don't want to be homeward bound,
Just like a woman,
Seduced by Elvis the Pelvis,
On the silent wings of freedom,
Because I was born to be wild,
Viva la Vida!

With the arrival of June,
I see the rush of my fortune...

For this madness never seems to end...

- My apologies on being juvenile.

Raptures...

The morn of every night,
Mourns for the intercept of time.
These raptures of an unpredictable path,
They compose the archives of a joyous heart...

We are ultimately lead to the circle of love,
From the greetings above.
A splash of stars,
Lays somewhere between the horizon and hearth...

Where will you accept?
The graceful acceptance of a fragment of defeat for which they wept.
Auxiliary melancholy of time,
The ambidexterity of emotions leading us from a hollow to light...

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Beautiful stranger...

Beautiful stranger,
That touched my follies with a laugh,
This head got drunk with love,
The rise of a secret world,
Now broken into fragments...

For frolic is this minds lust,
The prodigies that differ,
Nugatory smiles that rouse suspicion,
Sways to a glance,
Builds a castle with dust...

आखे.

उसके आखो के प्यालो में,
थी एक कहानी,
थी मोहोबत,
जो गंदगी हो चुकी है।

एक दिल,
जिसमे था खून,
जिसमे था प्यार,
वह एक भूरे कब्रिस्थान में सड़ चुका है।

Vanity, No apologies...

The ladies in corsets,
Wearing a mask,
The Gentlemen with roses in their pockets,
With vain as fragile as glass...

Basked in accolades of their evening gowns,
Designed to known prejudices,
This emerging frown,
To suit masked repentance...

A silver chalice,
For glee to trickle down from a mysterious path,
For the glum that has become load until the final grave,
To ease the misdemeanors of inheritance from the hearth...

Bound by juvenile dreams,
Elevated to a scrumptious life,
This Royal creed,
To bliss the jive...

Symbiosis...

That dance of a star,
Was gibberish to some,
Mesmerizing to the others,
Garish to vain...


The mockery of the moon,
Touches the modest veil of the Earth,
Ushers in contempt,
Mockery that depends on misdemeanors...


Embraced by a silver nebula,
Little pockets of accolades,
For some to assimilate,
For the others who have lost the right to live...

Permafrost...

The fury of shadows,
Touched her rime encrusted stilettos,
Frozen tears on the base,
Circles of glum on her face.

Combustion of graphite,
Darkness was too hostile for the night,
Lucid and afraid,
Affection that was too hard to penetrate.

Comrades that stand to face the test,
Jaded zeal put to rest,
Lust which we had to thaw,
Frozen nickel that was never warm.

Drops of blood,
On white cold love,
Bear the momentary ice,
If you want the morrow to survive...

The wall...

Rise and fall,
To arise and wait,
I respect this walk,
For this contempt that left my virtues to break...

To expect and respect,
This awaited position,
Caresses rusted regrets,
I gave birth my salutation...

These bricks that bear my deep respects,
These fissures of consolation,
For even those bound by strength,
Haven't been bound by perfection...

Certainty is too placid for this journey,
Assumption for frolic,
To tackle the walk of dreams,
Or give lust a miss?

This barrier to light,
While we've begun to caress the dark,
For monotony has borne a certain splendorous to my eyes,
While I'm left to nurture myself behind the wall...

That's a still from the wall

The unrevealed...

Behold the future,
With an assimilated past,
Oh future, reveal yourself to me!

What I've got is the present,
With an unfathomed,
Oh future, reveal yourself to me!

Can't wait much longer for glee and the frolic,
Tried to prepare myself with a sharp dagger and strong armour,
Oh future, reveal yourself to me!

What if this cryptic deception isn't that bright,
With a crude mind and mangled body,
Oh future, reveal yourself to me!

A kiss planted on my fate,
A kiss I want to fathom,
Oh future, reveal yourself to me!

The perspective quotient

We're born dreaming. Whether big or small, our dreams belong to us and somewhere even though each one of us is such a dot our tiny dreams make a difference somewhere. We as humans have a very symbiotic relationship.
"You are more than the Earth, though you are such a dot:
You can love and think, and the Earth cannot!
This simple but beautiful poem by William Brightly Rands is so true. Love is one of the best things yet it's so mundane.

There are so many things happening in the world, so may great, revolutionary, scary, grotesque, horrendous things happening. Why be stuck to the hearth?

Someday, I'd like to look beyond myself, beyond my possessions, beyond my lust and want to look at the world with a larger perspective because this sphere that I'm lucky to be existing on is so interesting. I want to see the larger picture because now from where I'm stand the picture is just too small. Haha, how lame can I be? I'm talking about wanting a larger perspective and I'm still writing about myself. These contradictions of life are so amusing.

Illusions of life...

The Devil had created a travesty of life,
Against a wrathful monochrome,
While she walked an unforgiving path,
Encircles in grey smoke,
Masked with strength,
Hoping to paint a vivid picture...

These delusional days,
Had borne solemn hope,
Then she faded into the song of life,
As hypnotic as could be,
Was later our creed...

Kudos to Mr Vincent Van Gogh

किस्मत.

अगर यह जवानी थी,
तोह कल क्या हुआ ?
यह है जो हमारे आगे बैठा है,
आने वाले कल की दुआ?

कहा गए वह क्व्हैशे?
इस आग से मत लड़,
कब पास थे यह दूर के रिश्ते?
पर सबसे ताकतवर होता है प्यार,
कभी ज़िन्दगी के गाढ़ी से मत लड़।

Inception and unity...

An inception from a dazed tempest,
For every birth that awaits the journey of life,
Astringent joy dressed in unfathomed fortune,
Wait for the morrow to curb the truth of lies...

A search for the north star,
Preparation for the battle,
The moment for which my die was said to be cast.
For to bask in the golden sun you'll have to bear wrath of ice...

Friends during the journey,
Foes in the afterlife,
Strangers before the unity of inception,
Comrades that stood together for the celebration of life...

A drop of love,
Surges into the world,
Fathoms this place,
Cries when we part ways...

This bowl of life,
Goodies for the supper of fate,
The bitterness of light,
The spice includes hate...

From now we shall graciously accept death,
The aftermath of the bustle of life,
An augury spun by mysterious illusions,
To penetrate this surprise...

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Ale of joy...

This ale of joy,
Has been kept in a grimy room for too long,
The doors haven't opened because you didn't try,
This ale has become much more than a deserted song...

A wisp of laughs,
A quaint conversation for tea,
This essence of the hearth,
This flexibility to zeal...

Twilight was the time for a petite slumber,
Draped in angel light,
A sub-conscious mind that sends you messages from the former,
Yet the present was never very right...

Within the chalice of obstacles,
In a delusional room,
To move away from sloth to light certain candles,
We can all avoid the dungeon of gloom...

The morrow offers me a painting of hope,
Yesterday has been reduced to mesmerizing ash,
Frolic wants to be the scent of the present,
But it is all about to collapse...

A spectacular world...

I was lost in holy imagination,
Imagination that creates worlds that come true,
Within the fathomed pleasure of desolation,
I always saw life within my own view...

Let the dreams blossom,
A crystal dressed in pure silk,
The scent of camphor in its pure form,
Each enjoyable form of thick and thin...

It was only with covered eyes,
That I felt the zeal,
When we laughed at white lies,
When we always stood free...

Freedom is the most mocked,
Yet it's so easy,
But yet it's the most difficult of them all,
So its vain contradicts it into being so hazy...

When her gaze moved beyond the window,
She realised she curdles a holy mans blood,
For every man can create sorrow,
But she believed she could morph lust into love...

For love is still a selfish game,
But yet its the only thing that survived,
Survival that walked hand in hand with hate,
That passion that kept us alive...

He will thank the egg,
She will thank the sperm,
But this world thanks unity,
A round of applause for wisdom...

The flexibility of water,
Weds the solidity of the Earth,
A secret mocks them with silent laughter,
When we see glum we realised life's true worth...

A Fairytale...

Led by that silk dress,
In these hypocritical times,
I've got hope for everyone but myself,
We hope to make life a rosy rhyme...

These velvet waters,
Waters that have borne mu juvenile journeys,
But not every quest has to matter,
Why can't we just follow the quest of ecstasy...

I opened the box of the unspoken,
Contained in translucent glass,
I saw the forbidden,
Life is queer without a mask...

Anticipation has left me dazed,
Lust caresses my arms,
But the future isn't the picture we anticipate,
Anticipation leaves us with blissful harm...

Midnight is clustered with stars,
As life is clustered with hidden trinkets,
Luck makes the invisible visible to our mortal hearts,
Good fortune is not obligated to show me its bitter faces...

You're always going to be the princess,
Ruled by insolent possessions,
Masked by the virtue of their duress,
In search with holy passion...

In a lost castle,
Within the fury of the night,
Accumulated mammon that turned into a bustle,
How did its wings flutter into pure light?

In a desolated tower,
In a quest for love,
To gorgeous to be left to flower,
Too lucky to follow virtuous blood...

I was knocking on wood,
Until I realised life's finesse is not being placid,
Unpredictability makes life good,
Life is just a fairytale where the perfection has been killed...

Picture from the net

Sawdust...

The brashness of the cold,
Stings the fury of the heat,
While the rain has no balance,
I didn't know life any better even after its purpose was revealed,
For purposes are spun to create a base...

Ice that grew colder,
After being vanquished and made to lay in the dust,
Love that grew strong, so strong that it grew mundane,
Just like sawdust,
Just what remained but its scent speaks of its definitive grace...

Silver locks,
An image frozen in a heart shaped pendent,
If only a shape could define an emotion,
Purposes defined could delay a reaction,
Dust that grew into rust because it forgot the language of passion...

Insolent, but not insolent enough,
We've seen ourselves suffer,
While we still are vanquished by lust,
Too loose for love,
Can't fathom the delay...

Bizarre

Delicate confectionery on one silver platter,
Diamonds on the other,
I'm just a dot therefore what I choose doesn't matter,
Why would anyone bother?

Lovers making love,
That just made the world sweeter ,
This is the time of the creation of fresh blood,
Hatred makes slaughter.

Finesse is very relative my friend,
We tend to judge visually,
What seems sophisticated to you may be kitsch to them,
Unfortunately you have to consult the other side of reality.

To part ways with love,
Isn't that like stabbing the world?
But while your head is on the pillow of lust,
Virtue isn't always your concern.

As you stare down the barrel of life,
You'll learn that there never was anything quite pristine,
But it's only when you stop crying,
This world will appear to be clean.


Is there a comparison of the edible ,
But ultimately we choose to live,
We'll eat instead of favoring the valuable,
But when we deceive love is when we choose the kill.

Adrenaline thrill

I am about one hour away from attending/participating in one of my favorite events in school. This is one of the very few good things about school, the sports day. I may not be much of a sports person myself but I really love this event. But, I do consider myself an adrenaline junkie. It's a thing about that rush, that excitement, that fear. I just love that feeling.

Sports day is when enemies become friends, when you cheer for your team until your voice is shrill, when you and your comrades strive to be a part of the winning team and oh that rush, the sweet adrenaline rush.

Bungee jumping, skiing, sky diving, wild water rafting, scuba diving, that's my thing and this may sound clichéd but life's all about the game so may the best man win.

The Divan of glee..

Cocoons of paradise were used to make this silk,
Embraced with glee and sold to cold merchants,
This is where melancholy was killed,
This is where glee rests...

Prosperous silk,
Prosperity killed by ecstasy,
Stabbed the evil,
Draped in prosperity....

This is where philosophers wrote of their divine insights,
This is where the thinkers thought of worlds far beyond,
This is where the greats possessed the right,
The right to cast a spell on the world with a revolutionary wand...

Silk that possessed the antiquity of a million years,
Divinity just needs time,
Heroic time that makes pain disappear,
Oh lord, I wish to be divine!

These days of this slumber was when my mind was idle,
This hazy slumber is where I choose to dwell,
A strong foundation that blends with a fresh idea to create a blissful riddle,
I want to be struck with a revolutionary spell...

The royals aren't the only ones when it concerns bliss,
I believe I am sprinkled with glee through my hazy slumber,
The cold and heartless can give an unknown kiss,
With passing days I have succumbed to blissful massacres...

You may call this kitsch today,
But the morrow can morph kitsch into art,
Lucidity gets me so afraid,
Unlike my hazy slumber on my holy Divan...


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Roses...

Let the tender dew drops fade into me,
Let me be basked by noble sunshine in the snow,
Just if you let me live you'll be setting me free,
My beauty shall bless you as I grow...

I can bring warmth in ice,
A shadow through my translucent petals,
You know I am a treat to sullen eyes,
You forget to think I'm noble...

Sidewalks...

The gleam of a golden path,
Leading me to the illusionist mist,
Circles of light that arouse my heart,
As real as the blood flowing in my wrist,
Yet no thing's quite real...

All that's real,
All that attracted me to the possible game,
But it's responsibility I fear,
Disturbing my vain,
Vanity with no base ...

You believe you're not there yet,
But the morrow is always deceiving,
But once you've embraced the beauty and do not fret,
You'll be there once you start believing,
Yet a lifetime is never quite enough...

You'll never quite awaken from you siesta,
The reverie remains the same,
Life's quite an underrated fiesta,
The birth of love is the inception of vain,
Yet we linger through hatred...

The road is just dressed with prosperity,
Prosperous with a macabre undertone,
You'll never start believing,
Even when you're actually on the road,
Yet even unity has a mind of its own...

PICTURE FROM THE NET- ( fineartamerica.com )

Tired of the same shade

I hate when life becomes monotonous. This 10th thing sometimes gets to me. Yes, this is one of those posts when I complain ( it's a blog darling). Even though 10th is getting to me, I got to tell myself to get over it and get my ass to the table and study. But I think, December, January, February, March and wait for it, April and then boom! The start of the boards. If I actually think of it and am told so by wise people that it's actually just an exam and doing well makes your life that much easier but I want to work hard. I am doing this for knowledge.
I also dislike those people who put you down too. So many people have asked me if I think I'll pass and this is the general attitude towards most people in the 10th. I wish they could keep their fucked up attitudes to themselves. It's all up to me.

I am slightly tired of this monotonousness. I'm bored. But it's all good.
I need to travel,
I need to see things,
I need some spice in life,
I need a change of shade but for that I need to work my ass of so see ya, I'm off and sorry for the cribbing.

Random-
I got a new haircut, little below the shoulder. That's a change for someone who's mane used to be till her waist :D

Love...

A casket crafted by life,
Containing the stones of passion,
A passion so fine,
Its finesse can create sweet infatuation...

When you caress supple skin,
You many feel an impulse,
A sense of arousal so thick and thin,
That my friend, is a stimulus of love!

These may be mundane streets,
Gathering moss as they are a witness to rolling time,
But these streets allow you to be free,
These streets hold you down when you cry...

I dream of starlit winds,
Leading me to a road of an unbiased emotion,
To light a dormant torch with the flare of passion,
To open my eyes to a fresh notion...

These are the people of a united village,
Bonding to stand together to face notorious times,
They'll bond in times of rage,
But they'll forget to bond over a sip of fine wine...

The flare of this is so rapid,
Heals with touch,
Dilutes all sins,
This passionate love...

Love at first sight is a phenomenon not proven,
Lust is mocked by holy men,
In the battle of the holy and unholy the victory is uncertain,
That is why the world was molded as a blend...

Picture from the net- ( sanetruth.com )

The plagiarist...

Layers of ice,
That morph into thunder,
Haven't you seen the lust in her eyes,
Without you she can't go on much longer...

Those tresses on her face,
A curtain to hide the truth,
Why do you keep leading her into a maze?
She dreams of you.

Her visions are her lust,
Your flesh makes you shy,
For you're not always lucky in the game of luck,
Are you stronger than the enemy of time?

I plagiarism of your mind,
I usurp your soul,
So what if was not mine?
At least I had the strength to honor hope...

Hope is a friend,
Who deceives its prey,
The adhesive that mends,
The quest of the dream we crave...

How can't you see lust,
She's the only one to vanquish your mind,
Lust is easier to caress than love,
But this world forgets everyone with time...

With the fall of night,
I hear the rustle of dreams,
Dreams that dissolve in the wisp of the golden daylight,
The lost trace of glee...

Your roaring laughter,
You dodge the arrows of love,
A smile to the master,
The master of blissful luck...

A crack of the mighty whip,
A dazzle that attracted me to you,
You're killing the fire with your ignorance,
Why can't you see?

Your absence is inspiring,
But I still want your face,
But only your mask is the king,
But you tend to mock me in a queer maze...

A melody can morph into a reflection,
But ignorance makes the melody fade into the mist,
Unfortunately I remember only fragments,
But my rage doesn't own you any vengeance...

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The Era of the Bitches...

The colour of wood,
Usurped dreams,
The drift of evil and good,
The ability to foresee...

You see, I'm not evil,
I'm just a blend,
Who lives by her will,
Who has a lost cause to mend...

Golden attire,
An deception of intelligence,
Draped in fire,
Living in the illusion of a dreams presence...

I'll dally if I may,
I am driven by a fantasy,
Trying to possess you by my seductive ways,
Like you've possessed me by ecstasy...

To dance to sound,
To embrace the vibration,
To usurp the crown,
To celebrate my creation...

Although this vessel is an enormous sphere,
There are only a few who cherish what they've got,
There are only a few who acknowledge fear,
There are only a few who believe they do not rot.

As you live in your little shell,
A microscopic shell on the shores of this mighty sea,
I believe glory is where you shall dwell,
But what about me?

As I live in my dazed island,
In a quest to see light,
This is time where the cacophonic surrender to the silent,
May the shell and island unite!

The era has begun,
The aftermath ain't a fair game,
The bitches have come,
They shall seduce your vain...

Strings...

Golden strings,
Pulled by the master,
The joy of spring,
The joy that was consumed much faster.
A golden life,
These tunes which were created for you,
A quantity to rejoice,
A limited quantity like a drop of silver dew...

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